I have a feeling this is gonna be a retarded weekend for me.
I need $30 for Sunday’s show & that’s most likely not gonna happen. Plus I don’t think I’ll have anyone to go with! and I don’t even know if I’m going to attend this Halloween party I was supposed to go to..UGH! Someone save me!!!!! I feel like CRYING
chillax lols
if you can’t go then don’t go … things are no fun if you have no one to go with anyways so you’d be having more fun … not being there =).
And not to worry about the halloween party, things will figure themselves out =)!
IT’LL ALL BE FINE AND DANDELION. lol
plain and ordinary. I don’t wear make-up. I actually hate them. I don’t wear mini skirts, high heels, sleeveless tops. I don’t wear classy clothes. I sometimes don’t fix my hair. I’m messy. I’m not even half pretty as the other girls out there. I’m not sexy or have an amazing body. I laugh with my mouth wide open. I eat like a pig. I maybe even snore when I sleep.
I’m also flawed. Insecure bitch, self-conscious, easily gets jealous, awkward. I’m quiet I may not even talk to you cause I don’t feel like to. I roll my eyes and easily get annoyed. And mostly paranoid. I could like you in a minute but may stop talking to you, just thinking of what ifs.
But I could love, care and easily get worried. I could do anything just to be with you. I could stay all night just to talk to you. I could flood you with messages if you won’t talk. I could talk to you everyday just to know you. But in the end, I might get too attached and clingy. Clingy. Clingy like bling bling. I could hang like that to you. So, beware.
So, who deserve someone like me? No one.
And that’s the reason I can’t get a boyfriend.Oops. LOL. I mean whut.
-sleeps while cuddles a pillow-
yes it seems we’re all being played.